| good things keep happening. 
a boy keeps popping up and it makes me smile. it's intriguing. it's
exciting. it's ... unpredictable? it'd be nice to have a tiny bit of a
lovelife. i've been on a dry spell for far too long. i won't say
anything more. i wouldn't want to create a dream and jynx myself.
that's happened too many times. i'm crossing my fingers **
my brother is an asshole. end of story. i was sad that he was moving
out, and i might still be, but i've had enough. i'm sick of him never
giving me a chance to speak or a chance to be myself. i can't
elaborate; i'd get too upset. i can't believe him. he's followed in my
mother's footsteps. way to go.
i have an idea for my first masterpiece. tuesday i will break out the
typewriter and make the entrance to my new life. i'm almost ready for
school to start. i've discovered so much music this week and
rediscovered a few of my old favorite bands. i've made some
really neat new friends. i saw a great movie. and i'm still crossing my
fingers.**
&&&&& I GOT MY FOUR TET TICKET  counting down the days until october 7th
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| RIP, dear Jordan.
He will be missed. Whether you knew him personally or not, he was one
of the most known faces at Irving High. He could easily make anyone
smile, especially when he wore spandex shorts to school and rode a
unicycle. This kid was one of a kind. Everyone loved him.
My heart goes out to all his family and friends.
Jordan Wayne Luddeke
4/1/1988 - 6/29/2005
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| i'm talking out of my ass right now. please forgive me.
i want to fall in love, just like every other girl. i'm afraid
i've dripped into that pathetic drain of puppy love and now i'd give
anything for it to be real. i want it to be him, but it's downright
impossible. one day i'll actually see through him but i'm afraid i'll
only find out he's exactly what i want, but cannot have. it will kill
me, but i'd like to find out now. i want him... here with me, now. i
want him so DAMN BADLY! i want to know i'm really ":his favorite
person" as he so claims. i want to know he means all those *kisses* he
gives. i just... i want him.
i'm so cliche. i'm just a teenage girl. again, please forgive me. it just hurts.
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| i got 20 comments so here's another post. this one's full of pictures.
yeah,
that's right. that's me onstage with jason and conrad from ...and
you will know us by the trail of dead after clinton dared me to jump up
there during their last song. we started a dance party. harhar i look
so fat!
humpty dumpty
mmm camel toe!
joseph<33
get yo guns out!
almost the tattoo i want.
<3
edit// ATTENTION
IRVING ISD
STUDENTS:
QUIT GETTING
MYSPACES! IT'S
TURNING INTO
XANGA AND
I
DON'T WANT IT
TO GET
BLOCKED! get a
friendster. they're
just as cool.
kthnx!
i know i don't own it
or anything, but seriously, xanga wasn't blocked last year and now so
many people get on it so they tracked it and blocked it. get something
else or stick to xanga, for all the myspacers' sakes!!!
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